Letting go of someone you love is hard. But if you have the right reason, you have to do it.

The title is what I believed for a long time.

But never did I know how difficult it can be. People never realise how hard it is to keep a relationship going. 

I went through the roughest period of my life this week, alone. I thought I was strong. I thought could put up a strong front in front of others and keep everything to myself. But I was just like any other girl. Cried my heart out, screamed into the silence of the night, ripped my heart apart. 

I'm still lost. I have been avoiding my feelings, now I don't know what to feel. 

I'm just glad things are kinda getting better and back on track. I never want to go through this again. I can't believe I lived through this.