23 February 2012

You can break everything I am.

Hey there.
So it been a week since exams were over.
I know I should feel the freedom and start blogging regularly and happily.
But my world came crashing down on me after that day.

Suddenly, I felt all empty inside.
I didn't have a purpose anymore.
No need to find time for everything.
I've been studying and trying to catch up with notes and all.
And all of a sudden, I have absolutely nothing to do.
Nothing at all.

I feel like it's the way I'm brought up.
I have to be strong, no matter what.
I'm not allowed to break, and even if I do, I cannot show that.
I just find a need to bottle it all up.

I'm suppose to be perfect and handle every single damn thing.
But I am only human.
There's only this much I can do.

I want to stop feeling so empty and meaningless.

Goodnight loves, thanks for listening to me.

With Love,
AngelaGiselle

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